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StableNote Update — May 2026
Guten Tag!
A small but meaningful update: my blood values have improved by 2 points. That means I’m now only 5 points away from the standard range — and I’m very much hoping this steady progress continues over the next few months.
That said, there is still a way to go. Things are not where I want them to be yet, but the good news is: slowly, steadily, and in the right direction, they are improving.
I’m behaving myself, listening to my doctors, and trying very hard not to be a stubborn horse about it. I still need to take things relatively easy, which means this year will have fewer events than originally planned. But even with a lighter schedule, there are still some beautiful highlights ahead — and I’m genuinely looking forward to them.
I’m also incredibly grateful for the wonderful people helping behind the scenes and keeping things moving while I continue to recover.
Thank you so much for all the kind wishes, prayers, support, and donations. It has meant more than I can properly put into words.
I hope my next update brings even better news.
StableNote March 2026
Status of Events and StableWrangler Health Update
[GoFundMe (if you can and you’d like to help)]:
gofundme.com/f/help-recover-from-hospital-bill
Guten Tag!
It feels really strange to write something like this about myself. But I want to be transparent: due to a complete whim of nature, I lost about half my blood — and I was only saved because I received seven blood transfusions. Seven people I’ve never met helped save my life, and I’m incredibly grateful for that.
At the end of last year, I was actually supposed to have a small procedure (“surgery”) — but that didn’t end up happening. Instead, things started out looking pretty harmless: I noticed some unusual symptoms and went to the Emergency Room (ER). I got checked briefly and was sent home. After that, I even flew around scouting new venues. But I felt worse and worse each day — and when I got back, I was taken straight to the ER again.
By then, I had already lost a massive amount of blood and could barely put one foot in front of the other. Without realizing it, I was in immediate danger. My doctor later told me: a few more hours, and it would have been too late. Thankfully, the second ER team was truly excellent — and they saved my life.
Between the blood donors, an amazing team of doctors and nurses, and my (thankfully) strong heart, I’m still here today.
Now comes the slow part: after receiving that much donated blood, my body has to rebuild and stabilize its own levels again. A lot of my blood values are still out of balance, and I’m not very resilient right now. For example, I can’t climb a normal one-floor staircase without stopping — and I need a moment afterwards just to catch my breath. I’m not allowed to work out or overexert myself, so I have to rebuild everything slowly — very slowly. I often sleep 10 to 12 hours because my body is trying to recover and rebuild my blood values. One of my key values is currently at 9 — the minimum lower end would be 14, and normal would be closer to 17. Since I was discharged, that value has gone up by one point, which my doctor considered a very good sign.
Long story short: I had to put all events on hold until I’m fit enough to handle at least the bare minimum again. I wouldn’t make it up the stairs in San Francisco (yet) — and definitely not the three floors in Atlanta.
I have to be responsible, listen to my doctors, and take it slow — no matter how frustrating that is for me right now, and even though I know the StableWrangler community is horny. And of course, it doesn’t exactly help that my Stable Lead Alpha just started a new job (congrats!) and will barely be able to participate in HorseMarkets anymore.
If you’ve ever come that close to dying and somehow made it back, you understand: it makes you re-evaluate things. But don’t worry — HM and all my events still mean a lot to me. I’m just coming back slowly to make sure it’s sustainable. 
Thank you to everyone who checked in on me — and especially to those who sent postcards and well-wishes. That truly meant a lot.
Please stay subscribed to the newsletter — that’s where I’ll share the next event dates and all future updates as I rebuild my strength and return, step by step.
A personal ask (only if you can):
After an experience like this in the American healthcare system, there are major costs that aren’t fully covered by insurance. And without events, my income is basically zero right now. Only if you can afford it, I’d truly appreciate any help covering part of those expenses:
https://www.gofundme.com/f/help-recover-from-hospital-bill
Every cent helps — and I can’t wait to come back healthy and strong to my HorseMarket CUMinity.
PS:
The blood loss had a pretty unusual cause: a diverticular bleed (Diverticular Bleed). Basically, a small blood vessel in the colon can tear inside a little “pouch” (a diverticulum). It often happens suddenly, without warning, can happen anytime — and honestly feels like a random freak of nature.
In my case, it got so severe because the urgency wasn’t recognized during my first ER visit, and I went home instead of being kept for monitoring. I was still up and about — even traveling — even though I really should have stayed in the hospital. I kept bleeding for about a week until I hit a wall, and I was eventually wheeled off the plane in a wheelchair because I couldn’t even manage 20 steps anymore.
Thank you.
From the bottom of my heart — thank you for the patience, the love, and the support. It’s helping me heal, and it’s helping me come back the right way.
Over the next few days I’ll also share more information about upcoming dates and appearances. For example, about CLAW 2026 in Columbus — this year, without hosting a HorseMarket event there. I’m looking forward to seeing many of you regardless, and I’ll share more details about future plans and dates very soon. Step by Step
Danke Schön!
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Thank you so much for your time—I truly appreciate it. I hope to see you soon, whether it’s when I check you in at an event or during my travels to your city. Don’t hesitate to say hi and connect!
Martin, StableWrangler
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